If I was a Descendant of the Great Civilization

I was born and raised by my mother.
I have become a great person.
However,
Never did I realize, 
my mother raised me,
to be a bad person.
I was born out of 
an evil mother.
I will never realize that.
My family is strong,
that no one could,
ever go against them.
Moreover,
All of issues that I have to face,
are all the result of
my mother's pride.
I was raised to protect
her prideness.
While protecting her,
I have become the evil,
The evil that prey,
upon other families,
that do not have,
our characteristics.
While protecting her,
I have to kill,
other families.
In order to survive,
she and her families,
taught me that,
nothing is more important,
than protecting our values.
She always taught me,
the importance of,
human dignity,
and morality.
However,
I just realized that,
those things that,
she taught me,
are only applied, 
to our family.
She has this belief,
of self-centered,
and the importance, 
of our family.
I really want to know,
how she became,
this evil.
Is it because of,
her family values,
or she was born,
that way.
All I know know,
is that I cannot,
do anything.
What should I do?
Should tell her,
that she has been,
in wrong perception.
However,
I am perfectly aware,
she will never change.
Never.
Change is not something,
that is possible in her values.
What should I do then?
Should I kill my mother?
She who raised me to be both, 
a great person,
and evil person.